To my smartass boyfie
You are sleeping soundly now in another country that is 4,457 miles away from the country I am residing now. I love you, smartass. Truly deeply madly in love with you. Being with you has changed my life somehow, both in a good and bad ways. I feel like I am living the life that I have always wanted. I feel the freedom when I am with you. Slowly, I step out of that comfort zone and conventional cocoon. I gradually dare to take the risks and do things I have never done before. There are so many times I hope you would come back to my side soon. I long to have dates with you whereby we could explore new eating places together, catch the latest movie in the cinema, walk along the park, chill at an irish pub, enjoy some desserts just cause I have sweet tooth and you just have to come along, hold each other, look into each other eyes in such an immense adoration and just love each other. So please come back soon and don’t leave anymore.
Love you so much,
At this minute, I think of our memories. It has been a year and throughout this period, you had travelled the world from India to Paris, Germany, Switzerland and soon Spain. I hope time has healed your wounds. I accidentally came across our photos and we looked so happy when we were together. I was happy, D. I just texted you asking you how you have been cause I saw your most recent photo with our mutual friend. You have grown your hair and you looked different. You looked like you have grown and there is wisdom in your eyes. Your reply was indifferent as I had expected so I took it that you have moved on which is great. I am happy for you, D. I guess when it comes to talking about you, I have so many things to write. Please continue to be this happy and contented. I am happy when you are happy, D.